Is a Crush

fr april til november,izit dat u really never luv me b4? is just a crush..? T.T crush mean is not luv,not lik..just a interested 2wards me nia..T.T let u play liao half yr+..T.T hw hurt m i?haiz.... i wont blame u..fong sam=) thx u at least gt made me happy b4^^ thx very much.. Haiz...should i stil 1 wait for her?tis is imposible thing dat she wil come bac 2 my heart..just lik u ask God 2 giv u a car now..same meaning..T.T IRLUDM=(